- my brakes in my car need replaced
- had to quit a really good/fun job to move
- had to move back home with my mom
- all my stuff is in boxes and containers and in multiple places
- all my close friends are 2 hours away
- living with my family again is driving me crazy
the only good thing in my life right now are texts and random hang out sessions that come from an amazing guy, who will remain nameless, and even that is starting to dissipate... it's not really anyone's fault, he's just a busy guy... and I don't have a car... so it's not fair for him to have to waste all of his gas to pick me up then drive all the way out to town...and it's not like he lives just down the road, he's about 45min-1hour away...oh and the roads are sucky this time of year....
i am starting to realize how shitty my life is and i need a xanax...
signing out...
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